Thursday, November 29, 2007
Saturday, November 24, 2007
You are my inspiration
having you in my life
revived my sleeping devotion
You are indeed a special someone
Loving you gives me hope
to free this misery that I coped
in those times I gave up
You came and I stood up
Never will I forget
how you always cheer me up
every time I’m sad
and for that I’m glad
Whenever I’m lonely
You were there for me
keeping my heart alive
with your every smile
I dedicate this poem to you
to show how much you meantto me
I love youMy special someone
having you in my life
revived my sleeping devotion
You are indeed a special someone
Loving you gives me hope
to free this misery that I coped
in those times I gave up
You came and I stood up
Never will I forget
how you always cheer me up
every time I’m sad
and for that I’m glad
Whenever I’m lonely
You were there for me
keeping my heart alive
with your every smile
I dedicate this poem to you
to show how much you meantto me
I love youMy special someone
Monday, November 19, 2007
Acceptance, more or less
At last! The time has come
When I no longer see your face in my dreams.
I do not hear your gentle voice singing in my mind.
No more do I weep for you,
And reach out to hold you near me.
I won’t think of those times
I held you so close,intoxicated with love,
Knowing all the time it would end,
And you’d be gone forever.
I will not remember the words you spoke so carelessly
That meant everything to me,
Filling me with new hope and new life,
But, killing me in the end.
My love was always wrong.
Fool that I am, believing in true happiness,
Thinking that my fairy tale had come true,
And my "Knight on a Shining Guitar" had come to stay,
When he only came to say goodbye
When I no longer see your face in my dreams.
I do not hear your gentle voice singing in my mind.
No more do I weep for you,
And reach out to hold you near me.
I won’t think of those times
I held you so close,intoxicated with love,
Knowing all the time it would end,
And you’d be gone forever.
I will not remember the words you spoke so carelessly
That meant everything to me,
Filling me with new hope and new life,
But, killing me in the end.
My love was always wrong.
Fool that I am, believing in true happiness,
Thinking that my fairy tale had come true,
And my "Knight on a Shining Guitar" had come to stay,
When he only came to say goodbye
My story
I was completely head over heels in love with a man, a wonderful kind caring man. He was the kind of man I had dreaMy story
I was completely head over heels in love with a man, a wonderful kind caring man. He was the kind of man I had dreamt about meeting. He had many beautiful qualities, but the best of all was that he loved me back. Being in love with someone who feels the same way about you, is the most amazing feeling in the world. Perhaps you have experienced that feeling as well? When I was with him, I felt like I was complete. When we were apart, it was like a part of me was missing.We were together for three years when things started to go wrong. My man, I'll call him James although that's not his real name, started becoming distant. It wasn't a sudden thing, it was very gradual. I don't think I could even say exactly when it started, although I do know how. He started working late. At first, just a few days a week. But he started coming home later and later, and before very long, it was every evening.I was convinced he was seeing another woman. I couldn't understand why though. Everything between us had been so good. Why did he feel the need to start seeing someone else?Of course, I confronted him over this, and at first he denied everything. We would end up arguing, and with time, the arguments became screaming matches, and one or other of us would invariably storm out of the house, and I always ended up crying. I desperately wanted things to be like the were before. I wanted to snap my fingers and make everything right again, but I couldn't do anything right. James started staying out all night. Then one horrible day, my worst fears were confirmed when my best friend called to say she had seen him out with another woman.When I put that to him, he broke down and confessed all. He told me that yes he was seeing someone else. But the worst was yet to come. James then told me that he was moving out of the house, and was going to move in with this other woman.As he spoke those words, it felt like he had plunged a knife into my chest, and cut out my heart. Everything that happened in the days that followed became a kind of blur. I felt a strange detachment, like nothing was quite real. My mind couldn't keep up with the endless questions that were racing through it...why had this happened? What had I done to deserve this? Why me? Why now? What could I do to stop it?Within a few days he was gone – he had taken his belongings and left. The last time he closed the door behind him, I collapsed on the floor, unable to control the floods of tears...the agony...the writhing pain in the pit of my stomach. I wanted to die. I felt worse than alone – I felt like a huge part of me had been cut out and taken away. I was overwhelmed with a feeling of total helplessness. And still the questions kept coming...the biggest of all were “Why has this happened?” and “How can I fix this?”In the weeks and months that follow James departure, my life quickly degenerated. My work suffered, my health suffered, and even my friends didn't seem to want to be around me. Why would they? I was no fun to be with, I seemed to bring a cloud of gloom into any room I walked in to. Those friends that I did still see tried to help, but they didn't seem to understand how I felt. In fact, in their efforts to try and comfort me, they only seemed to make matters worse! They would say things like “He was cheating on you, you're much better off without him” or “There are plenty more fish in the sea!”. Why didn't they understand that I didn't care about 'other fish' – I wanted James?! Nobody could answer the questions that kept me awake every night...Why did this happen? How can I fix this?
mt about meeting. He had many beautiful qualities, but the best of all was that he loved me back. Being in love with someone who feels the same way about you, is the most amazing feeling in the world. Perhaps you have experienced that feeling as well? When I was with him, I felt like I was complete. When we were apart, it was like a part of me was missing.We were together for three years when things started to go wrong. My man, I'll call him James although that's not his real name, started becoming distant. It wasn't a sudden thing, it was very gradual. I don't think I could even say exactly when it started, although I do know how. He started working late. At first, just a few days a week. But he started coming home later and later, and before very long, it was every evening.I was convinced he was seeing another woman. I couldn't understand why though. Everything between us had been so good. Why did he feel the need to start seeing someone else?Of course, I confronted him over this, and at first he denied everything. We would end up arguing, and with time, the arguments became screaming matches, and one or other of us would invariably storm out of the house, and I always ended up crying. I desperately wanted things to be like the were before. I wanted to snap my fingers and make everything right again, but I couldn't do anything right. James started staying out all night. Then one horrible day, my worst fears were confirmed when my best friend called to say she had seen him out with another woman.When I put that to him, he broke down and confessed all. He told me that yes he was seeing someone else. But the worst was yet to come. James then told me that he was moving out of the house, and was going to move in with this other woman.As he spoke those words, it felt like he had plunged a knife into my chest, and cut out my heart. Everything that happened in the days that followed became a kind of blur. I felt a strange detachment, like nothing was quite real. My mind couldn't keep up with the endless questions that were racing through it...why had this happened? What had I done to deserve this? Why me? Why now? What could I do to stop it?Within a few days he was gone – he had taken his belongings and left. The last time he closed the door behind him, I collapsed on the floor, unable to control the floods of tears...the agony...the writhing pain in the pit of my stomach. I wanted to die. I felt worse than alone – I felt like a huge part of me had been cut out and taken away. I was overwhelmed with a feeling of total helplessness. And still the questions kept coming...the biggest of all were “Why has this happened?” and “How can I fix this?”In the weeks and months that follow James departure, my life quickly degenerated. My work suffered, my health suffered, and even my friends didn't seem to want to be around me. Why would they? I was no fun to be with, I seemed to bring a cloud of gloom into any room I walked in to. Those friends that I did still see tried to help, but they didn't seem to understand how I felt. In fact, in their efforts to try and comfort me, they only seemed to make matters worse! They would say things like “He was cheating on you, you're much better off without him” or “There are plenty more fish in the sea!”. Why didn't they understand that I didn't care about 'other fish' – I wanted James?! Nobody could answer the questions that kept me awake every night...Why did this happen? How can I fix this?
I was completely head over heels in love with a man, a wonderful kind caring man. He was the kind of man I had dreaMy story
I was completely head over heels in love with a man, a wonderful kind caring man. He was the kind of man I had dreamt about meeting. He had many beautiful qualities, but the best of all was that he loved me back. Being in love with someone who feels the same way about you, is the most amazing feeling in the world. Perhaps you have experienced that feeling as well? When I was with him, I felt like I was complete. When we were apart, it was like a part of me was missing.We were together for three years when things started to go wrong. My man, I'll call him James although that's not his real name, started becoming distant. It wasn't a sudden thing, it was very gradual. I don't think I could even say exactly when it started, although I do know how. He started working late. At first, just a few days a week. But he started coming home later and later, and before very long, it was every evening.I was convinced he was seeing another woman. I couldn't understand why though. Everything between us had been so good. Why did he feel the need to start seeing someone else?Of course, I confronted him over this, and at first he denied everything. We would end up arguing, and with time, the arguments became screaming matches, and one or other of us would invariably storm out of the house, and I always ended up crying. I desperately wanted things to be like the were before. I wanted to snap my fingers and make everything right again, but I couldn't do anything right. James started staying out all night. Then one horrible day, my worst fears were confirmed when my best friend called to say she had seen him out with another woman.When I put that to him, he broke down and confessed all. He told me that yes he was seeing someone else. But the worst was yet to come. James then told me that he was moving out of the house, and was going to move in with this other woman.As he spoke those words, it felt like he had plunged a knife into my chest, and cut out my heart. Everything that happened in the days that followed became a kind of blur. I felt a strange detachment, like nothing was quite real. My mind couldn't keep up with the endless questions that were racing through it...why had this happened? What had I done to deserve this? Why me? Why now? What could I do to stop it?Within a few days he was gone – he had taken his belongings and left. The last time he closed the door behind him, I collapsed on the floor, unable to control the floods of tears...the agony...the writhing pain in the pit of my stomach. I wanted to die. I felt worse than alone – I felt like a huge part of me had been cut out and taken away. I was overwhelmed with a feeling of total helplessness. And still the questions kept coming...the biggest of all were “Why has this happened?” and “How can I fix this?”In the weeks and months that follow James departure, my life quickly degenerated. My work suffered, my health suffered, and even my friends didn't seem to want to be around me. Why would they? I was no fun to be with, I seemed to bring a cloud of gloom into any room I walked in to. Those friends that I did still see tried to help, but they didn't seem to understand how I felt. In fact, in their efforts to try and comfort me, they only seemed to make matters worse! They would say things like “He was cheating on you, you're much better off without him” or “There are plenty more fish in the sea!”. Why didn't they understand that I didn't care about 'other fish' – I wanted James?! Nobody could answer the questions that kept me awake every night...Why did this happen? How can I fix this?
mt about meeting. He had many beautiful qualities, but the best of all was that he loved me back. Being in love with someone who feels the same way about you, is the most amazing feeling in the world. Perhaps you have experienced that feeling as well? When I was with him, I felt like I was complete. When we were apart, it was like a part of me was missing.We were together for three years when things started to go wrong. My man, I'll call him James although that's not his real name, started becoming distant. It wasn't a sudden thing, it was very gradual. I don't think I could even say exactly when it started, although I do know how. He started working late. At first, just a few days a week. But he started coming home later and later, and before very long, it was every evening.I was convinced he was seeing another woman. I couldn't understand why though. Everything between us had been so good. Why did he feel the need to start seeing someone else?Of course, I confronted him over this, and at first he denied everything. We would end up arguing, and with time, the arguments became screaming matches, and one or other of us would invariably storm out of the house, and I always ended up crying. I desperately wanted things to be like the were before. I wanted to snap my fingers and make everything right again, but I couldn't do anything right. James started staying out all night. Then one horrible day, my worst fears were confirmed when my best friend called to say she had seen him out with another woman.When I put that to him, he broke down and confessed all. He told me that yes he was seeing someone else. But the worst was yet to come. James then told me that he was moving out of the house, and was going to move in with this other woman.As he spoke those words, it felt like he had plunged a knife into my chest, and cut out my heart. Everything that happened in the days that followed became a kind of blur. I felt a strange detachment, like nothing was quite real. My mind couldn't keep up with the endless questions that were racing through it...why had this happened? What had I done to deserve this? Why me? Why now? What could I do to stop it?Within a few days he was gone – he had taken his belongings and left. The last time he closed the door behind him, I collapsed on the floor, unable to control the floods of tears...the agony...the writhing pain in the pit of my stomach. I wanted to die. I felt worse than alone – I felt like a huge part of me had been cut out and taken away. I was overwhelmed with a feeling of total helplessness. And still the questions kept coming...the biggest of all were “Why has this happened?” and “How can I fix this?”In the weeks and months that follow James departure, my life quickly degenerated. My work suffered, my health suffered, and even my friends didn't seem to want to be around me. Why would they? I was no fun to be with, I seemed to bring a cloud of gloom into any room I walked in to. Those friends that I did still see tried to help, but they didn't seem to understand how I felt. In fact, in their efforts to try and comfort me, they only seemed to make matters worse! They would say things like “He was cheating on you, you're much better off without him” or “There are plenty more fish in the sea!”. Why didn't they understand that I didn't care about 'other fish' – I wanted James?! Nobody could answer the questions that kept me awake every night...Why did this happen? How can I fix this?
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
My story
I was completely head over heels in love with a man, a wonderful kind caring man. He was the kind of man I had dreamt about meeting. He had many beautiful qualities, but the best of all was that he loved me back. Being in love with someone who feels the same way about you, is the most amazing feeling in the world. Perhaps you have experienced that feeling as well? When I was with him, I felt like I was complete. When we were apart, it was like a part of me was missing.We were together for three years when things started to go wrong. My man, I'll call him James although that's not his real name, started becoming distant. It wasn't a sudden thing, it was very gradual. I don't think I could even say exactly when it started, although I do know how. He started working late. At first, just a few days a week. But he started coming home later and later, and before very long, it was every evening.I was convinced he was seeing another woman. I couldn't understand why though. Everything between us had been so good. Why did he feel the need to start seeing someone else?Of course, I confronted him over this, and at first he denied everything. We would end up arguing, and with time, the arguments became screaming matches, and one or other of us would invariably storm out of the house, and I always ended up crying. I desperately wanted things to be like the were before. I wanted to snap my fingers and make everything right again, but I couldn't do anything right. James started staying out all night. Then one horrible day, my worst fears were confirmed when my best friend called to say she had seen him out with another woman.When I put that to him, he broke down and confessed all. He told me that yes he was seeing someone else. But the worst was yet to come. James then told me that he was moving out of the house, and was going to move in with this other woman.As he spoke those words, it felt like he had plunged a knife into my chest, and cut out my heart. Everything that happened in the days that followed became a kind of blur. I felt a strange detachment, like nothing was quite real. My mind couldn't keep up with the endless questions that were racing through it...why had this happened? What had I done to deserve this? Why me? Why now? What could I do to stop it?Within a few days he was gone – he had taken his belongings and left. The last time he closed the door behind him, I collapsed on the floor, unable to control the floods of tears...the agony...the writhing pain in the pit of my stomach. I wanted to die. I felt worse than alone – I felt like a huge part of me had been cut out and taken away. I was overwhelmed with a feeling of total helplessness. And still the questions kept coming...the biggest of all were “Why has this happened?” and “How can I fix this?”In the weeks and months that follow James departure, my life quickly degenerated. My work suffered, my health suffered, and even my friends didn't seem to want to be around me. Why would they? I was no fun to be with, I seemed to bring a cloud of gloom into any room I walked in to. Those friends that I did still see tried to help, but they didn't seem to understand how I felt. In fact, in their efforts to try and comfort me, they only seemed to make matters worse! They would say things like “He was cheating on you, you're much better off without him” or “There are plenty more fish in the sea!”. Why didn't they understand that I didn't care about 'other fish' – I wanted James?! Nobody could answer the questions that kept me awake every night...Why did this happen? How can I fix this?
Monday, August 20, 2007
Saturday, August 18, 2007
one more tear
I remember happiness, But it's been so long.
Memories fading, Our love now gone.
Sometimes I'm glad, The fights came to an end.
But then a tear falls, And I miss you again.
I try to forget, Push back the pain.
But then it all comes back, When I hear your name
I wonder where you are, Are you happy or sad.
Do you ever think of me, Or the love we had.
I sometimes wonder, How you'd give up something so dear.
What once was mine, Is now her's with a drop of a tear.
They say if you love something, Let it go.
Will you come back, Only God knows.
Will I ever find love, Or were you for me.
Why her then, If we're meant to be.
I hope this isn't it, I need just one more try.
But until my time comes,
Tears will continue to fall from my eyes.
Memories fading, Our love now gone.
Sometimes I'm glad, The fights came to an end.
But then a tear falls, And I miss you again.
I try to forget, Push back the pain.
But then it all comes back, When I hear your name
I wonder where you are, Are you happy or sad.
Do you ever think of me, Or the love we had.
I sometimes wonder, How you'd give up something so dear.
What once was mine, Is now her's with a drop of a tear.
They say if you love something, Let it go.
Will you come back, Only God knows.
Will I ever find love, Or were you for me.
Why her then, If we're meant to be.
I hope this isn't it, I need just one more try.
But until my time comes,
Tears will continue to fall from my eyes.
Saturday, August 4, 2007
a funeral of my love
When I loved you..
I could remember everything
Your eyes, your hair, your style..
But now that I've hate you
I can't even remember
Your smile...
I could remember everything
Your eyes, your hair, your style..
But now that I've hate you
I can't even remember
Your smile...
Thursday, August 2, 2007
am i a fool?
I don't understand why you like me & why you say you love me, when half the time you make me feel like im nothing to you!!You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eye's?
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain!!Again i didn't write any of these...You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet i'm still in love with you and I don't know why...!
Now I love you but i dont want to love you anymore. the pain inside hurts so bad that i cant even stand to look at you. i need you to get me out of this!
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain!!Again i didn't write any of these...You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet i'm still in love with you and I don't know why...!
Now I love you but i dont want to love you anymore. the pain inside hurts so bad that i cant even stand to look at you. i need you to get me out of this!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
is that you ?
You're just using me, to have a good time,
Because i know you will not commit,
I know once you've found somebody else who is better off,you'll leave me.
Because i know you will not commit,
I know once you've found somebody else who is better off,you'll leave me.
Friday, July 20, 2007
I don't know if this poem is any good...
I'm just really upset right now and I have to get it out.
I thought things were good now
I thought we'd overcome the bad
Now I see through the illusion
Of the love I thought we had
You told me that you met her
Now you don't know what to do
I smiled and said "Just pick her
I'll be fine not having you"
But I couldn't hold my tears back
So I whispered "Got to go..."
Then I quickly hung the phone up
So my hurting wouldn't show
Now I'm shaking and I'm crying
And I don't know what to do
Cause the truth is, I was lying
I can't make it without you ..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
missing you
oh dear i am missing you
we used to love so strong
tell me where did we go wrong
oh darling i am missing you
they say i'll learn to forget
but it sure ain't happen yet
been cheeking up the places where we used to go
been looking for your face out of the crowd
i've been talking to the people that we used to know
but nobody wants to say where you're right
and when i call your phone , seems like you're never at the home
and you dont return my call
it tears me apart, this's breaking up my heart
i still have your pictures hung around my room
that's the only thing that's left of you with me
dear, what can i do to make you come back soon
and make it just the way it's used to be
or is it someone new , can never go on without you
dear i dont wanna think about it
i can't sleep at night , no, this can't be right
come back into my life , come back, darling, come back !!!
we used to love so strong
tell me where did we go wrong
oh darling i am missing you
they say i'll learn to forget
but it sure ain't happen yet
been cheeking up the places where we used to go
been looking for your face out of the crowd
i've been talking to the people that we used to know
but nobody wants to say where you're right
and when i call your phone , seems like you're never at the home
and you dont return my call
it tears me apart, this's breaking up my heart
i still have your pictures hung around my room
that's the only thing that's left of you with me
dear, what can i do to make you come back soon
and make it just the way it's used to be
or is it someone new , can never go on without you
dear i dont wanna think about it
i can't sleep at night , no, this can't be right
come back into my life , come back, darling, come back !!!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Sunday, July 1, 2007
A SHOULDER TO CRY ON
I came here because I knew I'd be welcome
And because somehow you always understand
You seem to have a way with lonely people
And you always were my greatest helping hand.
Now once again I'm here to take advantage
Though I don't deserve the arms I left alone
I need to know there's someone who still loves me
And I need a shoulder to cry on.
I over looked the love you tried so hard to give
The love I never seem to understand
I always stay just long enough to hurt you
And what little love I gave was second hand.
Now once again I'm here to take advantage
Though I don't deserve the arms I left alone
I need to know there's someone who still loves me
And I need a shoulder to cry on.
Now once again I'm here to take advantage
'Cause once again the one I love is gone
I need to know there's someone who still loves me
.And I need a shoulder to cry on.
Yes, I need to know there's someone who still loves me
And I need a shoulder to cry on...
I came here because I knew I'd be welcome
And because somehow you always understand
You seem to have a way with lonely people
And you always were my greatest helping hand.
Now once again I'm here to take advantage
Though I don't deserve the arms I left alone
I need to know there's someone who still loves me
And I need a shoulder to cry on.
I over looked the love you tried so hard to give
The love I never seem to understand
I always stay just long enough to hurt you
And what little love I gave was second hand.
Now once again I'm here to take advantage
Though I don't deserve the arms I left alone
I need to know there's someone who still loves me
And I need a shoulder to cry on.
Now once again I'm here to take advantage
'Cause once again the one I love is gone
I need to know there's someone who still loves me
.And I need a shoulder to cry on.
Yes, I need to know there's someone who still loves me
And I need a shoulder to cry on...
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