I'm Scared I Might Just Forget That Small Memory Of Ours....

....small memories

I'm Scared I Might Just Forget That Small Memory Of Ours....

one more tear

I remember happiness, But it's been so long.
Memories fading, Our love now gone.
Sometimes I'm glad, The fights came to an end.
But then a tear falls, And I miss you again.
I try to forget, Push back the pain.
But then it all comes back, When I hear your name
I wonder where you are, Are you happy or sad.
Do you ever think of me, Or the love we had.
I sometimes wonder, How you'd give up something so dear.
What once was mine, Is now her's with a drop of a tear.
They say if you love something, Let it go.
Will you come back, Only God knows.
Will I ever find love, Or were you for me.
Why her then, If we're meant to be.
I hope this isn't it, I need just one more try.
But until my time comes,
Tears will continue to fall from my eyes.

a funeral of my love

When I loved you..
I could remember everything
Your eyes, your hair, your style..
But now that I've hate you
I can't even remember
Your smile...

am i a fool?

I don't understand why you like me & why you say you love me, when half the time you make me feel like im nothing to you!!You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eye's?
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain!!Again i didn't write any of these...You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet i'm still in love with you and I don't know why...!
Now I love you but i dont want to love you anymore. the pain inside hurts so bad that i cant even stand to look at you. i need you to get me out of this!